I rarely post personal stuff on here, mostly I don’t think people care to hear, but I wanted to vent a little anonymously today.
This morning I move into my freshman year at college and I’m scared as hell. I don’t want my life to change or be different, I don’t want to be 40 minutes away from my girlfriend, and I don’t want my parents to drive away with me standing in the curb.
I wish I would say I know I’ll be stronger and I know I’ll love it, and that’s what everyone is telling me, but I don’t see it. I can’t picture my life different then what it is now because I love my life now. So yeah I’m scared as hell and there’s nothing I can do about it and that sucks.